3 more days in the place I grew up.
3 more days in my home.
3 more days with my family.
3 more days with my Momma.
3 more days with my friends who are not attending OSU.
3 more days with pretty much everything I’ve ever known.
And that is absolutely terrifying and incredibly exciting all at the same time. And all of this emotion is something I have never felt before. I’ve never been so sad and so excited at the same time. People always talk about how great the summer before your freshman year of college is, but no one talks about how hard it is! It’s honestly really sad saying “see you later”. It’s tough! So so so tough. I know that I will still be a part of everything that I’ll miss, it’s still hard to think of what that will look like from a different angle. But, as they say: “when one journey ends, another one begins.”
The journey I am about to begin is just the start of what the plan that the Lord has for me. To think that I get to just now START my life is terrifying and comforting all at once. It’s terrifying because everything is changing. BUT, It’s incredibly comforting because I know who holds my future. I know who knows what tomorrow looks like. I know who walks with me though every moment of everyday. And that is my sweet sweet Savior. And as crazy and chaotic as everything is, I know that my future is in the hands of the one who created it all. And with 3 days left in my hometown, knowing my future is in the hands of Jesus is extremely comforting.